sometimes when im listening to music and i have my headphones or earphones on, i get distracted, so i pause my music and just look at or listen to whatever distracted me, then thoughts just conjure up in my mind and i space out, and then someone asks me what im listening to, only to realize ive listened to nothing for the past half hour.
today started out bad, very slow, and the monster inside my head just took over. then a lil later one of my friends asked me to help his girlfriend move into her new apartment. but before we actually started moving stuff, we went to go pick up another friend, and we played mvc3 and i killed one of my friends, with my first time playing :]. when we started moving even though it was super cold and a lot of work, we had a lot of fun. after we loaded all of the stuff into the truck, my friends grandma made us some bomb tacos! while we were eating one of my friend started choking, so he thought if he drank some sunny d to wash it down hed be cool, but he started choking, next thing you know sunny d and a huge chunk of beef landed on the plate on the table. hes like fuck i really thought i was about to die! after we knew he was okay though we just started cracking up. and we made joke about him through out the night. my other friend also got smacked in the head for from pulling on the fridge door, because the tape gave out. so well later on it was about 6 already and we had to return the van we rented by 7, and we busted a mission to get everything unloaded and be able to return the van, and we made it, with 2 seconds to spare. but later on when we were about to go out to eat, i realized my wallet was gone. i looked all over my friends new apartment nothing, went back to the uhaul place just to see if it would turn up on the floor, but nothing, by that time it already closed. so i just have to wake up by 7am tomorrow to go check if one of the workers had gotten. wish i really am hoping for. this is the first time ive really lost my wallet, and the feeling sucks! to be honest i dont even care about the money, there was only 8 dollars in there. i just want my drivers license and my id’s. it just sucks. im sure ive had worst days, but this definitely ranks.
“ Someone who will put up with the things loving me can bring, but still be there to see us through. Someone who would put up with the strange & complicated things, ‘cause I would do the same for her, too. Someone who I can be real with - ain’t gotta be perfect, ‘cause loving one another is all that matters. It’s not hard to explain. So, believe me when I say that I found all of that in you.”—Musiq Soulchild, Someone (via chelseababy)
i always wished that i just had that group of friends the kids have in the movies, where they just grow up together, its like they had no choice but to be friends. but it turned out great. most of the people in my life come and go. many of my best friends from the past, i really dont know what…
boobskie , i havent been you’re friend for the longest or the deepest . but im here :] and i have a car so i wouldnt ask you for a ride lol we should chill soon with eyenah and janabanana and all the other bitches ;]
haha, i would love that! :] i love you carra, you know that ?
i always wished that i just had that group of friends the kids have in the movies, where they just grow up together, its like they had no choice but to be friends. but it turned out great. most of the people in my life come and go. many of my best friends from the past, i really dont know what happened, but well we just dont talk anymore. even the friend that ive known since kindergarden, yeah, we still consider eachother as bestfriends, but i only see him once every 3 months or so, or well i see him more now that we go to the same school, but we dont really hang out anymore, or barely even talk for that matter, i got a call from him today, but only cuz he needed a ride some where. not even a hey how you doin? just hey where are you, i need a ride… idk this subject just really makes me sad.
At age 8, your dad buys you an ice cream. You thanked him by dripping it all over his lap. When you were 9 years old, he paid for piano lessons. You thanked him by never even bothering to practice. When you were 10 years old he drove you all day, from soccer to football to one birthday party after another. You thanked him by jumping out of the car and never looking back. When you were 11 years old, he took you and your friends to the movies. You thanked him by asking to sit in a different row. When you were 12 years old, he warned you not to watch certain TV shows. You thanked him by waiting until he left the house. When you were 13, he suggested a haircut that was in fashion. You thanked him by telling him he had no taste. When you were 14, he paid for a month away at summer camp. You thanked him by forgetting to write a single letter. When you were 15, he came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked him by having your bedroom door locked. When you were 16, he taught you how to drive his car. You thanked him by taking it every chance you could. When you were 17, he was expecting an important call. You thanked him by being on the phone all night. When you were 18, he cried at your high school graduation. You thanked him by staying out partying until dawn. When you were 19, he paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags. You thanked him by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends. When you were 25, he helped to pay for your wedding, and he told you how deep he loved you. You thanked him by moving halfway across the country. When you were 50, he fell ill and needed you to take care of him . You thanked him by reading about the burden parents become to their children. And then, one day, he quietly died. And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on YOUR HEART. If you love your dad, reblog.
The reason people find it so hard to be happy is that they always see the past better than it was, the present worse than it is, and the future less resolved than it will be..shut the fuck up and live.
Shawn:You know, he used to tell me how wonderful you were, but guys always say great things about their girlfriends until they break up. That's when the truth comes out. You know, I've waited 15 years to find out what he really thinks about you. Do you wanna know what he thinks about you now that you've broken up?
Topanga:No. Shawn, I don't wanna talk about him.
Shawn:Now that you've broken up, he still tells me how wonderful you are.
1. First Important Lesson - “Know The Cleaning Lady”
During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions, until I read the last one: “What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?”